So Im sittin here listening to music and drinking tea........mmmmmmmmmmmm it feels so good to have a break! I can see Ambrie starting to fidget......gosh darn it! We have been working hard! Derik and I have been cleaning apartments and fixing things to get ready for students. Its never ending, but worth it! We want the students to be happy! In the past couple days I have really felt the Lord's love for me! I have been listening to a lot of Christian songs and they make me feel so good! I know he watching over us! It also hit me today that I think Ambrie knows my grandma. I just wish so hard that she was here and I could see her reactions to Ambrie's smiles- but I know she is just looking from a different view.
Having kids is so hard! I never knew it was like this- rewarding but a lot of work! Dax is always moving and doing something! Its hard because you are always trying to figure out something- like right now its why he wont sleep in his bed! I will always be wondering/worrying about something with each of my kids until I die! I love em to death, but wow its an eye opening experience!
~Right now I love the song "Never let go" by David Crowder Band~
Sunday, August 31, 2008
At Peace!
Posted by Jenmd at 10:59 PM
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I often think the same thing with Landon and Grandma LeFevre. I wish so much that she could see him running around and give him her famous kisses. I am greatful to know we will see her again, and she is watching from heaven!
My boys are always quick to point out the Grandma LeFevre stars...They are 3 stars in the sky that say, "I Love You." I think it's important to remember that those people are still a part of our lives, just in a different context.
Leash (Shane's wife) and I were talking about stages in our kids. I think they just move from one stage to the next and I need to learn to appreciate each stage because before you know it, it's gone. I miss the "Dixon won't sleep" stage because even though it was hard, it was fun to cuddle. You will figure it out. Don't get too stressed. You're an awesome Mom.
Jen- The fact that you worry over your children and actually think about your mothering skills proves that you are a wonderful mother. I am so proud of you and Derek and I love how how hard you try to be a good partner and parent. I was really close with my grandma Willis. She was a gentle, calm, sweet woman who showed her love for me in many small ways. She always made me feel like I was perfect just the way I was. Even now as I write this I can feel her love for me and I am so grateful that family relationships continue.
Jen and Derik,
thanks for inviting us to your blog. This is the first time I've seen the new addition. She is so cute! I also love your music on your blog.
Enjoy this time as a mother, Your kids will remember all the hardwork and time you spend with them.
Aunt Anna
I finally got the time to visit your blog. The kids are getting so big. How the time goes. Enjoy your time with them. it passes so quickly. Love you all Denece
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